I don’t want you to know
I dont want you to know
that for the past two months I’m always at home alone.
I dont want you to know
how ugly I feel with black bags under my eyes.
I dont want you to know
that I dont care if I live or I don’t live.
I dont want you to know
how much I love you.
I dont want you to know
that I spend my time waiting for a phone call from you.
I dont want you to know
that I wear you clothes so I can feel you close to me.
I dont want you to know
that I lost my appetite and I’ve lost half my weight.
I dont want you to know
that I think of you day and night.
I dont want you to know
that for you i’m dust i’m land. (that I’d do anything for you.)
I dont want you to know
that because of you I drink ’till I’m drunk.
I dont want you to know
that because of you I feel I’m falling into a comma
Like an old picture my colour is gradually fading away.
I dont want you to know
that for you i’m dust i’m land. (that I’d do anything for you.)
I dont want you to know
that I’m still living for you.
I dont want you to know
that when they tell you that I’m fine it’s all just lies.
I dont want you to know
that I’m always in the same room living with shadows and ghosts.
I dont want you to know
that I fall asleep with pills every morning.
I dont want you to know
that for me you are everything.
I dont want you to know
that everything going on in the world does not matter to me.
I dont want you to know
that I dont care about anything anymore I feel so emotionless.
I dont want you to know
that I’m alway alone and I dont want to see anyone.
I dont want you to know
how much I love you.
I dont want you to know
that for you i’m dust i’m land. (that I’d do anything for you.)
I dont want you to know
that because of you I drink ’till I’m drunk.
I dont want you to know
that because of you I feel I’m falling into a comma
Like an old picture my colour is gradually fading away.
I dont want you to know
that for you i’m dust i’m land. (that I’d do anything for you.)
I dont want you to know
that I’m still living for you.
Ja ne zelim da ti saznas
da sam u poslednja dva meseca sama kod kuce
Ja ne zelim da ti saznas
Kako se osecam lose sa tamnim podocnjacima
Ja ne zelim da ti saznas
da ne marim da li zivim ili ne
Ja ne zelim da ti saznas
koliko te volim.
Ja ne zelim da ti saznas
da sam provela vreme cekajuci da mi se javis.
Ja ne zelim da ti saznas
da oblacim tvoje stvari kako bi mi bio blizu
Ja ne zelim da ti saznas
da sam izgubila apetit i smanjila tezinu upola.
Ja ne zelim da ti saznas
da mislim na tebe dan i noc.
Ja ne zelim da ti saznas
da zbog tebe pijem i da sam pijana.
Ja ne zelim da ti saznas
da sam zbog tebe prasina da sam zemlja
(da sam sve radila zbog tebe)
Ja ne zelim da ti saznas
Da se zbog tebe osecam kao u komi
Kao na staro slici moje boje blede.
Ja ne zelim da ti saznas
da jos uvek zivim zbog tebe
Ja ne zelim da ti saznas
da kada ti kazem da sam dobro da su to lazi
Ja ne zelim da ti saznas
da u istoj sobi zivim sa senkama i duhovima
Ja ne zelim da ti saznas
da se uspavljujem pilulama svakoga jutra
Ja ne zelim da ti saznas
Da si za mene ti sve
Ja ne zelim da ti saznas
Da sve sto se desava u svetu meni ne znaci nista
Ja ne zelim da ti saznas
Da ja ne obracam paznju ni na sta jer sam puna emocija
Ja ne zelim da ti saznas
Da sam sve vreme sama i da ne zelim nikoga da vidim
Ja ne zelim da ti saznas
Koliko te volim
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